Saturday, August 20, 2011

The Dog Days are Over (Almost)

The final group of kids are gone and summer is slowly drawing to an end. In a few short days I will be heading home to San Diego to soak up some sun at the beach and eat as many burritos as I can. Then its back to the Big Apple. This summer has been extraordinary even though I was a bit skeptical at first. Being dropped off in the middle of no where with no cell service did scare me; I have never been so cut off from the rest of the world for such a long period of time. But after spending two months up in the mountains of Idyllwild I know that this was exactly what I needed. As much as I love Manhattan it can become overwhelming at times. It's stifling being surrounded by concrete 24/7. This past spring I got in such a rut and could not find my creative drive. I spent a lot of time feeling down and doubting myself. When you live in a city where you are just another person trying to "make it" its hard not to get discouraged and lose sight of who you are. Being home and at camp helped me rediscover myself and remember why I love performing.


First of all I have to thank Steve Grey Romande, my vocal coach, mentor, and friend. Without him it would not be possible for me to go out and pursue my dreams. There is nothing I love more than going to his studio and having a lesson. I have learned so many vital things from him not just about singing but about life as well. Every person and voice is unique and you have to believe in and trust yourself. Only you can make it happen. If you are looking for a kick ass vocal coach in San Diego I urge you to check him out.


Secondly I want to thank all of the campers that I got the privilege to work with this summer. How could someone not be inspired by children who can take trash bags and create such masterpieces.
Many of these children are exactly how I was when I was their age. This past session I was talking to one of my girls about recess. She believed that recess was a complete waste of time and would always spend it reading a book. Yep, I definitely did that in elementary school. The talent and passion that these kids have for art will never cease to amaze me. They never once complained when they had to rehearse and could not have free time. In fact during second session many of them said that there was too much free time! My favorite days up here are without a doubt the culmination days when I get to see all of the kids perform. Two performances in particular stick out in my mind. The first one was during the dance performance during first session. For one of the dances the children used the trees as inspiration for their movements. It would be almost impossible to do something like that in a dance class in Manhattan but here the classrooms are outside and surrounded by nature. People travel far and wide and sometimes do crazy things in order to get inspired but none of this is necessary. If we open our eyes and look outside there is enough inspiration to last a lifetime. I love this Roger Rees' quote that I stumbled across a few years ago:

"Now I believe that you can do the best work in the world on a street corner. People always tell you 'you need this and that...' All you need is you. The process is you."
-Roger Rees

The other memorable performance for me was the "Behind the Mask" performance during the second session. I have seen quite a few professional musicals and plays where after two and a half hours I had absolutely no idea what had just happened on the stage. And the actors were speaking and singing!! So of course when I sat down to watch "Behind the Mask" I immediately thought that I would have no idea what would be happening on stage since there would be no dialogue. Instead I was blown away as I watched three girls in masks tell a variety of stories using only their bodies and for one scene their voices. And I completely understood everything that went on in each scene. Watch out New York you have some crazily talented actresses coming your way in 10 years.

Its been a fun summer but I am ready to go home and see my family and friends. But more than anything I am ready to get back to New York and work my butt off (and see Deane of course!) Idyllwild, its been fun. You have given me new friends, memories that I will cherish forever, and a new love of tofu. I will miss you but who knows one day I just may be back.

Friday, August 12, 2011

Friends for Life: Books

"Let books be your dining table, and you shall be full of delights. Let them be your mattress and you shall sleep restful nights."
-Author Unknown


I have always been an avid reader. In elementary school I was the kid who would sit on the playground at recess and read a book instead of playing wall ball with my friends. I would lay under my covers with a flashlight and read into the wee hours of the morning hoping that my parents would not notice. I never lost my passion for reading but as I grew up theatre, horseback riding, and school began to consume all of my free time. Gone were the times when I would finish a book every week; I became lucky if I could finish a book a month. It took me all of this past semester to reread Gone With the Wind. Granted it is 1000 pages but when I read it in eighth grade I finished it in a month. Luckily my job this summer has given me the opportunity to reawaken the avid reader with in me. Since the beginning of July I have read The Thirteenth Tale, Cold Mountain, Knit Two, The Girl With the Dragon Tattoo, and have just started The Girl Who Played with Fire. While this isn't anywhere near a book a week it is quite an improvement from a book a semester. My goal this fall is to finish a book every three weeks (though I am aiming for every other week). I thought I would include a list of books that I want to read and a list of my top five favorite books.


Top 5 Favorite Books
1. Gone With the Wind By: Margaret Mitchell
Margaret Mitchell's iconic novel is the story of the Old South's demise during the Civil War and later its attempt to rebuild. The story is centered around Scarlett O'Hara, one of the last Southern Belles. In some ways it could be considered a great love story which is one of the reasons why I love it. Yes Scarlett is a protagonist with no redeeming qualities but more importantly she is a strong women who fights for what she believes in. I admire her courage and her will to save the thing most important to her, Tara. Gone With the Wind will always remain my favorite novel.
2. Lord of the Rings By: J.R.R. Tolkien
After I saw the film version of The Fellowship of the Ring I decided that I was going to read all of Tolkien's trilogy. My mom had already read The Hobbit aloud to me, which was quite a feat, so I was all ready to go. Fantasy is one of my favorite genres and so I was instantly attracted to the fantastical world of Middle Earth. I find Tolkien's use of language so beautiful and it is one of the things I miss when watching the films.
3. Little Women By: Louisa May Alcott
When my sister and I were in elementary school my grandma used to come watch us during the summer. One summer she showed us the movie version of Little Women with Winona Ryder, Susan Sarandon, and Christian Bale. I instantly fell in love with the story. When I was 16 I got the chance to play Amy in the musical version of Little Women. It was not until this past June that I finally sat down and read Louisa May Alcott's novel. Reading Little Women brought me back to my childhood when my sister and I could spend five hours a day dressing up and pretending we were someone else. It also reminded me of how important my sister is to me and how truly heartbroken I would be if anything ever happened to her.
4. Harry Potter Series By: J.K. Rowling
While Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban is my favorite of the series I have to include all seven books because they are all amazing. Each book holds so many memories for me: my mom reading aloud, waiting in line until midnight, staying up all night to read, just to name a few.
5. The Fairy Godmother By: Mercedes Lackey
I love this fantasy novel because it combines lots of different fairytales and weaves them into one single story. Once again it features a strong female protagonist who stands up for what she believes in even if that means turning a handsome prince into a donkey. I love escaping into another world when I read and with fantasy that is truly possible. This book really helped spur my love of fantasy as a teenager and led me to many other wonderful fantastical novels.
If you have not read any of these books I recommend you go to the library and check them out. All of them are truly amazing and will not let you down.


Reading List
-The Girl Who Kicked the Hornet's Nest By: Stieg Larsson
-Room By: Emma Donoghue
-The Hunger Games By: Suzanne Collins
-The Magicians By: Lev Grossman
-Bel Canto By: Ann Patchett
-Pride and Prejudice By: Jane Austen
-Jane Eyre By: Charlotte Bronte
-My Horizontal Life: A Collection of One Night Stands By: Chelsea Handler
-Bossypants By: Tina Fey
-Wheel of Time Series By: Robert Jordan
-Kite Runner By: Khaled Hosseini
-A Game of Thrones By: George R. R. Martin
-Les Miserables By: Victor Hugo
-Tales of the Five Hundred Kingdoms Series By: Mercedes Lackey
Please let me know if you have any other suggestions!!